20
New Year’s
day
is March
to me
always be
March
to me
dead …what was that
didn’t know
that
20 thought she knew
1+1 makes 2
and if you
cross the t
and dot the i
somehow
you’d dodge
that bullet
but down went
20
hit the cement
cold
body got up
as bodies do
but inside
got stuck
as insides do
stuck in the moment
‘cause you left me
hanging
on the line …
and i’m still
holding the phone
‘cause you said
you’d be home
and i’ve waited
for you
to come home
20 years
now
you know
i know
and when
i’d go
to your grave
and sit in
your blade
wasn’t to see you
you know
’cause i knew
you weren’t there
but the girl i knew
was
the me
i was
with you
will always
be
there
and i thought
about the ticket
and getting on
that plane
and going
to see her
today
but see
i have
her now
and she
needs me
you know
the way
i needed you
and she
loves her daddy
the way
i loved you …
love you
still
TL