Threshold
she looked down
at the toe of her shoe
and wagered
should she move
past the present
beyond the “Blue Bayou”
toward the crush
and figured
it’d be best
to take off
her shoes
first
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Threshold
she looked down
at the toe of her shoe
and wagered
should she move
past the present
beyond the “Blue Bayou”
toward the crush
and figured
it’d be best
to take off
her shoes
first
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Say
have you
progressed
digressed
regressed
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Wild Women
two groups
of white-haired women
filed in
and assumed circle formation
round their respective tables
first group, stylishly coiffed, ordered
long stems of white wine
the second group, Santa wives, ordered
their regular – glass of water with a wedge of lemon
the first group engaged in pleasant conversation
while the second group whined to the waiter about the wait
each entrée seemed to center each table
this was their treat
their getaway
to meet on fall Fridays
for a few laughs
with the few that last
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All at Once
heard a preacher man say,
“Love is about responsibility …”
years since that sermon
still nodding my head
for words are just that
it’s the extended hand
not having to be asked
that room full of boxes,
and you picking one
that closet full of clothes
and you going through the motions, suit and tie
that letter he never read,
the one you wrote him and read aloud
picking up his last paycheck
closing his accounts
telling the caller, he’s dead
“Love is about responsibility …”
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Ever
if it were just so
how would you ever know
the difference
if the prince had no dragon to slay
would the princess ever know the depth
if children never left home
would they ever make it on their own
if dogs never got old and went away
would they ever know what they gave
if friends fade from sight
would you ever see them
if the love you gave had no return
would you ever know the sender
if the ocean never reached the castle
how then would a kingdom ever come
if there is nothing tested
how can there ever be a lesson
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Poverty Line
lone figure
on the street
can’t go home
can’t go there
blank resume
no experience
no schooling
no background
no reference
and even if
no threads
for a sit down
no face to match
the image
no breaks for him
the classifieds are classified
nobody ever gave him nothin’
but a hard time
he understands hate
what it is to be homeless
to be hungry
but those people
blowin’ down the highway
with their paychecks in their pockets
and PTA and pet poodles
and dinner on the table
and “TiVo” shows
and presents under the tree
and heat in the house
and a blessin’ before bed
they don’t understand
how could they
they got somewhere to go
somewhere to be
someone waitin’ for ‘em
someone in their corner
they got kids in college
degrees on the wall
investments
and equity
and deposits
and insurance
and stocks
and bonds
and it’s startin’ to drizzle
and they’re opening their umbrellas
gettin’ outta the car
hard day at work
and the wife’s whinin’ bout getting wet
and the weatherman predicts
a cold front
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Prism
one eye closed
there the light
spectrum of stars
suspended
indelibly burned
behind the aspect
clarity of a child
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Wanderlust
map on the wall
been there, been there, been there, been there,
not there, not there, not there, not there,
want to go where, want to go where, want to go where,
want to go there, want to go there, want to go there,
want to go …
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Gymnasium
to a kid
it was magic
sunlight streaming
through loft-like windows
pooling like sheers
on hardwood
the stage was set
the projector rolling
from the top bleacher
what dreams would spin
and then the bell would ring
through the Himalayas
and the kid would rope down
and open the metal gate that was the door
and watch a wedge of light turn to sliver
and then to dust
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Symphony
the ocean
was rimmed
in brown sugar
frothy foam rising
drunk before daylight
the stars danced
around the moon
and the moon curtseyed
behind the cloud
and there was a sipping sound
as the waves lapped against
the rock that was my chair
and the wind combed through
and the shells of the sea
shone bright white
against the velvet of the night
an orchestra of rotation
though long it’s been
still the strings
reverberate through
time and space
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Quiet
it was
black
like the bark
of a tree
after it rains
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Within
had a dream
about you
the other night
holding each other tight
and the water rose
up to our necks
in a salty sea
“I’m sorry I hurt you so …”
and I said the same
and we let go
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Captured
run out of memory
out of AA
out of filter
out of process
and there you are
exposed to the elements
no lens to change
or pixel or point or push
and the raindrops cling to the blade
and tiptoe across the rolling river
and drip from tin tops
and slide down each strand
and dive off the board of your nose
in sync with sound
to the dark dirt below
where it disappears
forevermore
from single sight
and human form
a blur of motion
gone to drink
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Goodbye
the white house
where they lived
where they carved the turkey
and hung the garland
and ate breakfast together
and cleared away dinner dishes
and slept warm in their beds
is empty now
possessions packed
in black garbage bags
stacked along the screened-in porch
where they used to sit
and watch the sun dip
Vivian with her book
and cup of tea
and Virgil with his memories
walking down the street in his beige coat
rounding the bend, making his way to the park
“I love to go there and watch the children play.
They remind me of when my kids were little.”
That’s what he used to say
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Sincerely
pick up the phone
and put it down
dial but no ring
pick up the pen
and put it down
paper but no ink
what is there
left to say
only I loved you more
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Alive
and it’s a long way
up the mountain
white-haired man sat down and said,
“this trail is not for the old
but for the young”
the out-of-breath woman agreed
and the kid zipped by
and the ones with no quit
made it to the lookout tower
and were rewarded with rain
and down the mountain
the rain turned to hail
and after a zillion miles
back to civilization
in the comfort of the car
the ice thawed
quick as it fell
not a drop, not a pelt
smiled to myself
as the windows
fogged
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Falling
they took a walk
and the road
never gave out
and they talked and talked
and it was better
than talking to the wall
or to the dog
or to the stranger
or to the mirror
or to the operator
or to the headstone
or to the neighbor
or to the ticket taker
or to the “man in the moon”
or to the “woman in the shoe”
or to catmando
yes, it was far better
than talking
to the
nothing
to the
nobody
to the
nohow
to the
noway
to the
maybe
to the
if
to everything
up until
this
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Choice
which is worse
the afflicted pain
or the self-inflicted kind
all I know
there’s too much
of both
from here to there
folks I know
those I never will
was there a choice
for them
if so
why pain
why choose it
then multiply it
why
when there’s gold
in the meadows
glory in the hills
grace in the willows
why
when there’s a song to be sung
babies that need love
children that need
all of the above
why
when there’s still time
soil underfoot
and the road still bends
why then
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Annie
across the street
the carousel was calling
and my kid heard
laid down a $20
and bought some memories
and then some
the woman standing next to me,
a grandmother watching her granddaughter,
she tells me that Annie’s 6
and how happy she is to see her laughing
she could have stopped there
and said, “have a good day …”
but didn’t
Annie had a baby brother
but that was three years ago
it was a hot day
too hot to be left in a car
for that long
the on-duty officer turned the grandfather away
and then threw up
the mother, drugged out of her mind, had forgotten
her baby
now, she’s serving time
and her daughter, Annie, is growing up
without a mother, without a brother
she’s got her dad, but not really
her grandparents are the ones
who take her to town
to ride the carousel
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“Leap of Faith”
she’s talking
about 14 kids
her kids
how she was 10
when she gave birth
that first time
hard to stomach
but there were no lies
in those eyes
those sad, sad eyes
now turned inward
facing incurable cancer
said she refused to take chemo again
so she spends the last of it
in a corner shop
taking tourist’s pictures
in Tennessee
$12 an hour
three years she’s been there
her husband’s been dead that long
esophageal cancer took 25
she lights a cigarette
and takes a drag
and rolls up her sleeves
and reveals her strength
frog tattoos
“do you know what F.R.O.G. stands for?”
shake my head, “no”
“Fully Rely On God”
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