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Two Years

Two Years

and just like that

like when it rains

and the sun’s out

was like that

out of nowhere

two years

she gave me back

two years

and it’s common knowledge

to her

like kimchi with each meal

but wholly-cow alien to me

and I’m sitting there

but am I really there

in that café atmosphere

people chomping their pastries and sipping their drug

a child whining, silverware dropping

“what … wait a minute, what …

what did you say … can you repeat that?”

and she does

with the patience she affords her children

“you see, in Korea, when a baby is first born …

a year is added right then. And then when it turns January 1,

we add another year to that.”

I forget what else she said

later on, I show her the only photo I have

and she tells me I look like I’m one

that I was born in 1972

even though my birth certificate from Korea has 1970

you walk around your whole life

with questions you’ll never have answered

lines on a sheet of paper left empty

and they still have my file at the orphanage

but haven’t the information to fill the blanks

so, two years

whether it’s really true or not

I’ll take it

TL

Published inTamiko Lowery