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Grandfather

Grandfather

When she

Was three

She wanted

To see

A picture

Of me

When I was

Little

 

She turned

The pages

Of the book

And asked,

“Who’s that?”

 

I told her

That was my

Dad

 

She asked,

“Where is he?”

 

I didn’t say

Anything

 

She asked,

“Did he die?”

 

“Yes,” I said. “His heart gave out.”

 

She asked,

“Do you miss him?”

 

“All the time,” I said.

 

She cried and said,

“I wish I could known him.”

 

“He sure would have loved you,” I said.

“He would have been your grandfather.”

 

She asked,

“Do you still miss him?”

 

“Yes … I missed him when

I married your dad.

I missed him when

You were born …”

 

In tears she asked,

“Will he ever come back?”

 

“No,” I said. “He can’t.”

 

She asked,

“Why not?”

 

I put my hand

On my heart

And told her

he lives

Right here

 

She asked again,

“Will he ever come back?”

 

I told her

That I believed

There was a place

Called Heaven

And that he could

See us from there,

But we couldn’t

See him

 

She asked,

“Why not?”

 

 I told her

It was

Like magic,

Like Santa Clause

And how we never

See him

When he puts

Our presents under the tree

But we know

He’s been there

 

In tears she asked,

“Will my daddy ever die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

 

She asked,

“Will you die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

 

She asked,

“Will I die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

                     TL

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