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Category: Tamiko Lowery

Bittersweet

Bittersweet

Watched a

Silver tear

Trickle

Down

The years

 

Once upon

a time …

it fell

so smooth

and straight

 

Now it takes

Its time

Amid so many lines

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Graduation

Graduation

There she is

 

black and white

 

Lovely

Like a lady

 

From a bygone

Book

 

Still without a shoe

Running whereto

 

Left me a coat

Of laughter

 

To cross

That puddle there

 

But the hills

Are hers

 

Where she goes

Been before

 

Won’t be the top

That tests

 

But the

Bottom

 

Where tangled

Roots are buried

 

Dig out the dirt

 

One handful

At a time

 

For however long

It takes

 

Swim in the stream

Look for the bridge

 

The one that

Brings you back

 

To the beginning

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Give and Take

Give and Take

Some only

Reach for

The sun

 

Others open

Their hand

To the rain

 

Some wish

On every

Star

 

Others wish

They could

See a star

 

Some look

At land

And see

Pots of

Gold

 

Others look

At land

And see

Treasure

In a tree

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Scales

Scales

Looking back

What weighed

More …

 

                                                                                                                        What is

 

 

 

 

What was                                                                                                            

 

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Steel Armor

Steel Armor

Wielding

sWords

 

Cut

The core

 

Of who

You are

 

Or ever

Hope to be

 

Stabs to

The back

 

Hurt

 

But jabs

To the heart

 

Bleed

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His Love’s Gone By

His Love’s Gone By

36 years

And she’s gone

And left him

London, Paris

Egypt, Africa

They would have …

Now, it’s hard for him

To get out of bed

And put his

Boots on

And move

He’d rather

Go under cover

Pretend

It never happened

So, he’s going through

The motions

A stranger to himself

One day

the mask

he’s wearing

will replace

the face

he was

with her

But his eyes

Will never hide

What her leaving

Did to him

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Maintain

Maintain

What once

Was new

Lost its glue

 

Fix the faucet

or

watch

 it

drip

 

Clean out

The closet

Or close

The door

 

Give that plant

A drink

Or let it dry

 

See yourself

As you are

Or pretend

You haven’t

A scar

 

Take a

                               hard turn

Or stick

To streets

You know

 

Control it

Or let it

Control you

 

Understand

Or stand under

 

Simplify

Your soul

Or cover

The surface

 

Take the time

Or let time

Take you

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Just a Few …

Just a Few …

The sway

Of a tree

You and Me

 A cup of

Tea

Rain on

A roof

Smell of

Spring

The first

Time

Color

Blue

Rays

Of light

Drops

Of dew

The fall

Of snow

One more

Kiss fore I go

Ships at sea

Big screen

Movie

“The Road

Not Taken”

A country

Song

An empty

Pew

Bubbles

On the breeze

When you

Come home

Yellow roses

Just because

Vegas lights

White linen

Candlelight

Running in

The rain

Slow moving

Train

Reading

My mind

Time

After

Time

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Grandfather

Grandfather

When she

Was three

She wanted

To see

A picture

Of me

When I was

Little

 

She turned

The pages

Of the book

And asked,

“Who’s that?”

 

I told her

That was my

Dad

 

She asked,

“Where is he?”

 

I didn’t say

Anything

 

She asked,

“Did he die?”

 

“Yes,” I said. “His heart gave out.”

 

She asked,

“Do you miss him?”

 

“All the time,” I said.

 

She cried and said,

“I wish I could known him.”

 

“He sure would have loved you,” I said.

“He would have been your grandfather.”

 

She asked,

“Do you still miss him?”

 

“Yes … I missed him when

I married your dad.

I missed him when

You were born …”

 

In tears she asked,

“Will he ever come back?”

 

“No,” I said. “He can’t.”

 

She asked,

“Why not?”

 

I put my hand

On my heart

And told her

he lives

Right here

 

She asked again,

“Will he ever come back?”

 

I told her

That I believed

There was a place

Called Heaven

And that he could

See us from there,

But we couldn’t

See him

 

She asked,

“Why not?”

 

 I told her

It was

Like magic,

Like Santa Clause

And how we never

See him

When he puts

Our presents under the tree

But we know

He’s been there

 

In tears she asked,

“Will my daddy ever die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

 

She asked,

“Will you die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

 

She asked,

“Will I die?”

 

I hugged her

Told her not to worry

About that

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Still

Still

When you left

There was nothing

To say

 

Wasn’t long

Yet long enough

 

To know

 

Love doesn’t

Take a lifetime

 

Just a moment …

 

Used to

Talk to you

 

Shared

Our meals together

 

Took you

To work with me

 

Brought you home

 

Dared to dream

 

But we had

Different dreams

You and me

 

They never said

But I knew

 

You were

Baby blue

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Regrets

Regrets

Said a lot

Of things

I never meant

To say

 

Meant to say

 A lot of things

But never

Found a way

 

Did a lot

Of things

I never meant

To do

 

Didn’t do

A lot of things

I really

Wanted to

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Gift

Gift

She sees

For me

All the sticks

I missed

All the stones

I didn’t throw

 

She hears

For me

The dog

In the distance

The airplane

Headed for the moon

 

She feels

For me

The stranger

We drove past

Walking nowhere

The stray

Walking the same way

 

She runs

For me

Without fear

Or hesitation

Straight for

The puddle

Both feet in

 

She holds

For me

What I let go

The magic moment

Here and now

The simple

Shrug

That says,

“Forget about it …”

“Let’s just play”

 

She is

For me

Heaven here

The gift of

Love

That speaks

To me

Without words

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Helpless

Helpless

He was the last to leave

His wife left 10 years ago

His children 30 years earlier

 

When he bought the house

He imagined them there forever

He forgot about time

How it changes

 

He woke up one day

And he was old

 

His wife had died too soon

His children rarely came around

 

The house he bought

Was bought

 

Now he sits

In a rolling chair

Parked in a

Homeless hallway

 

He lays his head

On a narrow bed

In a narrow room

With a narrow view

 

He can’t believe

This is it

That’s all there is

He’s not supposed to be here

He’s supposed to be at home

Asleep beside his wife

With his kids down the hall

Work the next day

 

So who turned off the lights?

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Solitude

Solitude

Standing there

Anywhere

Shadows form

Stone smiles

 

Walk away

Back to bare

Face falls

As you are

 

Like a lonely

Willow

Weeping

In the wind

 

Told my sorrow

To the sun

Bathed my body

In the rain

 

Stole away

On a moonbeam

Picked out

A star

 

Morning light

Without a breeze

Songbird sings

The sweetest song

 

Before the rush

Of hours

And the storm

Of buzzing bees

 

Let me linger longer

In the mist

Of gardenias

And ballet of butterflies  

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Sundial

Sundial

Telling time

Late 30

Half past one

Ten past ten

“If not now –

Then when

Go to sleep

Wake up again  

Quarter

To midnight

Wasting wind

Shadows lie

Rest gone bye

Blue blanket

Patch of clouds  

Green carpet

Concealing root

Wildflowers

Dots of dew

Butterfly petals

Falling free

Half past one

Ten past ten

“If not now –

Then when

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Grace

Grace

Ever wonder

Where I went

What became of me

 

Ever wonder

What I look like

If I’m happy

 

Ever wonder

What I did with my life

If I found love

 

Ever wonder

“What if”

Regrets

 

In case you wonder

I went on

Survived

 

In case you wonder

I don’t look like anyone

Happy just the same

 

In case you wonder

Went to college, got a degree

Love found me

 

In case you wonder

“What if”

Don’t

 

I found my place

A world away

And I’m doing ok

 

All my dreams came true

Hope yours did, too

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Table for Two

Table for Two

“What did you say?”

“Nothing, I didn’t say anything.”

“Oh, I thought you said something.”

“No, must be all the noise.”

“Oh, yeah, it is noisy in here.”

“The music’s too loud.”

“Yeah, it’s too loud.”

 

“So, what are you going to order?”

“I don’t know. What are you going to order?”

“I’m going to have the same thing I always order.”

“Yeah, that sounds good. I think I’ll try the buffalo.”

“The buffalo, are you sure? Aren’t you allergic to buffalo?”

“I don’t know yet, but I’m going to try it.”

 

“So, how’s yours?”

“Good. It tastes like it always does. How’s the buffalo?”

“It’s fantastic. I’ve never had anything like it. You’ve got to try this!”

“Nah, it doesn’t look good to me. You eat it.”

“All right, but you don’t know what you’re missing.”

 

“So, do you want dessert?”

“No, I’m full. Do you?”

“Yeah, I think I’ll try the flaming custard.”

“The flaming custard, are you sure? Aren’t you allergic to that?”

“I don’t know yet, but I’m going to try it.”

 

“Well, how is it?”

“I’ve never tasted anything this good. Here, you’ve got to try a bite.”

“Nah, I’m full. You eat it.”

“All right, but you don’t know what you’re missing.”

 

“So, you ready to go?”

“Yeah, I’m ready to go.”

“So, what do you want to do next?”

“I don’t know. What do you want to do?”

“I don’t know. I’m stuffed. Maybe we should just go home.”

“Fine. Let’s go home.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I’m sure.”

 

“Hey, did you see that couple sitting next to us?”

“Yeah, I sure hope we never end up like that.”

“Yeah, they just sat there talking about nothing.”

“I know, I know. I felt sorry for them.”

“Promise me that’ll never be us.”

“Don’t worry, honey, we’ll never be like that.”

“You’re right. We never run out of things to say.”

 

“What did you say?”

“Nothing, I didn’t say anything.”

“Oh, I thought you said something.”

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Penny

Penny

Things you

Don’t say

Have a way

Of drowning

In the sea

 

Like a coin-tossed

Wish in water

That you

Forgot

You cent

When you were

Three

 

And how

You shared

That wish

With me

 

 In a whisper

Soft you said,

 

 “I wish the flowers

    would always bloom”

 

And then you tossed

Your penny in

And went about your way

 

As I stood

Soaked

From head to toe

In an afterglow

 

To this day

I can still

Feel the spray

 

Who makes a wish

like that …

At three

And sends it

Out to sea

With such a sense

Of certainty

Past and present

And all that is

To be

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U.S. Marine

U.S. Marine

He left

On a Thursday

To a faraway land

Two years

He said

In a place called,

Japan

Seems surreal

To think

Of him

As a man

When all I see

Is a little boy

With long hair

And holes at the knees

Running wild

And free

A jokester

A prankster

                  A Pokémon gangster                 

But boys

Wake up

One day

To find

Their backyard

Has shrunk to size

Like a pair

Of tennis shoes

And video games

Are all the same

Like a Text, a TV

Or a Touchdown!

Fast forward

Through driving school

Dating dilemmas

Graduation

“What Now …”

“There’s got to be more …”

“Than my back door …”

So off he went

And there he goes

To a faraway land

Two years

He said

In a place called,

Japan

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Mothers

Mothers

She told me

she was 21

Had a baby

At 17

Laughed and said,

“5, 3, and 3-months”

How she quit school …

how her boyfriend

quit her

Still she smiled

As if her

Heart were whole

Down the way

Another lady

Spoke

Of how she finally

Took a chance

On love

Only to be left alone

With a bundle

Soon to be 3

She told me

She never knew

What love was

Until her daughter

taught her

Later

Driving home

Hours after

A day later

Thought about

These women

And how

I hoped

One day

Their children

Would know

How much

Their mothers

Loved them

so

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