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Tomorrow

Tomorrow

excuse me, ma’ma

you don’t know me

and I don’t know you

but you look at me

as if you do

and you might not understand

that i grew up in this land

first up North

then down South

went to kindergarten at Pine School

in Massachusetts

and stayed through second grade

‘til i moved away

to Alabama

where i started third grade

and graduated high school

and went on to college

Jacksonville State University

University of Las Vegas Nevada

Southern Union State Community College

and Auburn University with a B.A. degree

yeah, ‘ya don’t know me

I love country music

rock, pop, classical, blues, folk and rap

but I suppose I don’t look like that

you look at me as if

I stole from you

like I stole your crown

like I stole your degree

like I stole your job

like I stole your car

like I stole your house

like I stole your husband

like I stole your life

like I don’t belong

and you want me gone

back to where I came from

heard it all before

but have no idea where i came from

‘cause i was bought and sold

before i could talk

and i don’t remember a thing

other than here

feel like i was born in the U.S.A

that i belong here

‘cause my heart is here

but you look at me

as if I don’t

belong

and I try to understand where you’re coming from

that maybe your life didn’t turn out

and you lost a lot along the way

and I’m sorry you think I stole from you

but believe it or not I worked really hard

for what I got

and none of it came easy

harder than you think

we are different

me and you

and not because

my eyes are different

than yours

but how we see

out of ‘em

the way we view

things

you see me as an alien

probably illegally

I see you as a human

being

a human who hates me

at first sight

and I can’t change that

you have to do that

for yourself

and maybe you will

and maybe you won’t

but maybe your kid

or your grandkid

or your great-grandkid

or your great-great-grandkid

will see different

who knows

but it never hurt

to hope …

“Hope is a thing with feathers

that perches in the soul,

and sings the tune without the words,

and never stops at all,

and sweetest in the gale is heard;

and sore must be the storm

that could abash the little bird

that kept so many warm.

I’ve heard it in the chillest land,

and on the strangest sea;

yet, never, in extremity,

it asked a crumb of me.” – Emily Dickinson

TL

Timeless

Timeless

there’s this homeless

tortoise

in Massachusetts

whose owner sadly died of the virus

and immediately after reading the story

I emailed the shelter

to inquire about the 53-year-old hard shell

named Ms. Jennifer

and as figured they don’t do out-of-state adoptions

for tortoises

so far, there’s been an overwhelming interest in the old gal

so, she’s bound to find a good home somewhere soon

my life-long love for turtles

probably stems from the storybook tale

of The Tortoise and the Hare

with its timeless teaching

“slow and steady wins the race …”

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Adapt and Adjust

Adapt and Adjust

never was

an online shopper

before

but that was before

turns out I’m just as good online

as I am in the store

online shopping is an efficient mode of travel

but just like in the store

you can, um, get side-tracked

when you’re shopping for say Easter or your daughter’s birthday presents

did I need a keyboard that looks like a tray of lipsticks

yeah, no

did I need another string of pearls

yeah, no

did I need another copy of the same book, albeit, my favorite book

yeah, yes

did I need another coffee mug no matter how funny it was

yeah, no, definitely not

did I need a 5-pack of rosy lipsticks

yeah, maybe

did I need 4 pots of Blue My Mind dwarf morning glories

yeah, not really

did I need that many bags of Flamin’ Hot Cheetos

yep

did I need two rolls of artificial turf to putt on

yep

did I need a giant golf practice net for the yard

yeah, the other one broke and the new one must be on back-order forever

do I need a case of Fluff for my hot chocolate

yeah, I’m about out

a mug of hot chocolate topped with Fluff and sprinkled with cinnamon

jest makes it better

TL

Solo Flight

Solo Flight

a black butterfly

invited itself in

and looked around

the room

at everything

pausing here and there

it seemed to like the maze

the best

lingering in the lines

wondering which way to go

next

but butterflies don’t live long enough

for mazes

and knowing this full well

it abruptly aborted the game

and headed out

where the gardenias

grow

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If i Were a Bird

If i Were a Bird

forced myself

to go

and take a walk

where I used to go

and take a walk

saw two turtles

sunning side-by-side

and took their picture

and walked away

one foot in front of the other

it felt good

to walk in a public place

even if in tears

you’re moving forward

facing what you don’t wanna face

or feel

one foot in front of the other

and there were families with their young children

running round and round

and dogs with their noses to the ground

a frisbee in the air

somebody teaching Tai Chi over there

and I wish I could run

like that runner that flew past me

but at least I can walk

fairly fast

and when I’m outside with the sunlight in the leaves

I feel like I can walk to the ocean

not so on a treadmill

that’s a grind

so, I got up again this morning

and went for another walk

in the sunlight

just in a different place

it won’t ever feel the same

as it did before

nothing quite will

methinks

a D.H. Lawrence poem comes to mind:

“I never saw

a wild thing

sorry for itself.

A bird will fall

frozen dead

from a bough

without ever

having felt

sorry for itself.”

TL

The Wearer of Jewels

The Wearer of Jewels

the ocean

is old

its face covered

in wrinkles

the sun doesn’t care

it holds a mirror to the ocean

and diamonds appear

the ocean laughs at its reflection

spilling out with joy

it can’t contain it

rippling out in waves

it gives its jewels away

kings and queens have worn them

peasants and pirates, too

unchanged through the centuries

of lives lived long

of lives lived short

they sparkle anew

to the wearer of jewels

the keeper of castles

the beholder of beauty

the little dreamer

lest you forget

the ocean is old

ancient even

the sun doesn’t care

TL

Music Needs No Words

Music Needs No Words

somebody play

the piano

somebody play

the guitar

somebody play

the violin

somebody play

the cello

somebody play

the flute

somebody play

the sax

somebody play

the clarinet

somebody play

the drums

somebody play

the harmonica

somebody play

something

‘cause somebody

down the hall

could sure use a melody

drifting into their room

and somebody watching over them

sure needs it, too

and all the service workers

around the world

on every shift

down every hall

could sure use a song

one that plays

on constant rotation

something beautiful

and hopeful

and strong

to follow them

on out the door

TL

For Those Left Behind

For Those Left Behind

white roses

float weightless

in the water

meeting the morning

light

they travel so far

across the world

on one shining sea

and at night

the moon rests

high in the sky

as the roses

in full bloom

break apart

and let go their petals

to make a path

for the lost sailor

at sea

TL

The Rain and The Sun

The Rain and The Sun

in the soil

seeds grow

toward the sun

green dots in dirt

appear

these things take time

and consistent care

starting out small

and expanding out

from one pot

to the next

before going

into the ground

and onto the table

TL

Andrew Duhon

Andrew Duhon

in 2008

he lifted his prose

off the page

and gave it strings

but it didn’t fly my way

‘til the second of April 2020

when the blue bird of blues

landed in my kitchen

and perched on the counter

singin’ a tune

that seems to say

what a stare out the window

has to say

Coming Down Over Here

TL

Imagination

Imagination

the inventor

inside us all

looks at how

things work

or don’t work

and figures out

a way

to improve

upon it

or comes up

with a completely

original idea

and implements it

in phases

the thought process

of an idea

can get lost

in doubt

or locked

in darkness

belief

is an underestimated

part

of the equation

TL

Mindset

Mindset

worse than

it was

worse than

it has

worse than

it is

the worst

can get

worse

history tells us

so

how it was

how it has

how it is

life is not a fair shake

if you feel defeated you already are

the human spirit

doesn’t come riding in high on a horse

rather glimmering

it shows itself in the tears

of great loss

it is decided in defeat

if you believe you are defeated

you are

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Remember When

Remember When

the trees

are green

once more

a shimmering green

the wind teases

diamond drops

on the lobes of leaves

wink

the trunk its rivulet skin

frozen in winter

and burned in summer

feels the fall

the rush of Spring

life is new again

easy to see

the beauty

in fresh cut grass

and friendly flowers

rivers that run through the woods

like rabbits

there’s a song in every tree

a buzz bye

the symphony sounds

imprinted

in the inner ear

fill the stillness

when it’s cold outside

and all the green

is gone

TL

Here and Now

Here and Now

from Old Blue Chair

to That Lucky Old Sun

Don’t Blink

in the Here and Now

thank you

thank you

thank you

Kenny Chesney

for all the music

for The Life

Way Down Here

TL

Make Do

Make Do

10 hours

of ocean waves

on re-play

sound of the surf

sight of the sea

the waves roll in

the waves roll out

the sky stays

blue

and the clouds

don’t move

TL

The Sun on Snow

The Sun on Snow

water

in a clear kettle

sits still

and hushed

like a lake

before the fog lifts

like a puddle in the park

before Fall leaves

like a pond in the Spring

before it rains

like a fountain in a square

before there’s a wish

like an icicle on the roof

before it drips

like a tear in the eye

before it fell

TL

Over Time

Over Time

the ocean

in Panama

sittin’ in the sand

waitin’ for the sun

to wake up

and stretch across

empty my cup

and walk

the shore

where waves

crawl in

like shadows

and disappear

like castles

made of grain

and gold

discarded jewels

dot the land

chipped

and cracked

and broke in two

but i only pick up

the whole pieces

still perfect

unmarred

without scar

TL

Love Is

Love Is

choice

the ability to choose

to think for oneself

is as individual as the individual

you wake up thinking

just a dream

it was just a dream

but this is real

this is really happening

right now

and it’s everywhere

in every eye

we see what’s happening

all over the place

and it’s hard to watch

hard to fully understand

and accept

that this is really happening

right now

people are dead

dying by the day

gasping for breath

and they never got to say

goodbye

and when this happens

when something like this happens

to somebody

and they didn’t get to say

goodbye

those left with the loss

must close their eyes

and hear their heart

beating

love was enough

even if you weren’t there

and you would have given anything to be

your love was

it will always be …

and it’s the only thing

in the world

worth saving

TL

Think Before You Drink

Think Before You Drink

forget toilet paper

alcohol sales

are rolling through the roof

right now

alcohol abuse

can bring out

the worst monsters

hiding under the bed

children are afraid

of monsters

‘cause they can hurt you

bad

so bad you internalize

the trauma

mentally, physically and emotionally

for years ever after

a monster

can change a child

overnight

while the world is unsafe

right now

for so many children

out there

stuck at home

there is no escape

TL